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Feeling really stressed up at work.
All the additional responsibilities and expectations are really getting to me.
I just want to be a small fry, going unnoticed.
I don't think I can last long in this state.

Besides that, I think I'm really giving up on the male species.
Or any relationships for that matter.
Empty promises.
Obviously some people don't care enough to give me time.
Or maybe I didn't want it to happen anyway.
"Tough luck, suck it up!" my logical self tells me
but the wayward kid in me is throwing tantrums and causing me to crumble emotionally.
Should really stay away from that species.

It hurts even more when I feel like I can't tell anyone about these things.
I know everyone has their own problems and wouldn't give a damn about my problems.
And that it's my own fault for not trying to build bonds with others but it still hurts.

Funny how I find myself at ease typing my ramblings here, knowing no one will actually read this.
"Get a life," says my evil twin, the more sensible one.



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Apr. 22nd, 2013 01:01 am (UTC)
I wanted to reply this entry last night but my internet was being a bitch. -.-

Anyway, I'M STILL LURKING ON LJ. So yes, I read it.

Why are you so sad Vanvan? ):
Come talk to me. ♥
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